Nothing seems right. No longer do I know how to interact with others. I crave the companionship of people. But I deserve to be alone. Crap flies out of my mouth at unpredictable moments; no idea where the word vomit came from. Tears and overwhelming sadness come. I struggle even more so in discerning right and wrong. Feeling incapable of doing what’s right and good. I’m just fumbling my way through. Paralyzed with worry about how I am to be, what I am to do. These are moments, where I feel trapped in a cruel inferno, of life in this crazy pandemic COVID-19.
Yet I want us to stick together and see each other through this unprecedented, difficult time. Hope and love come from above and with each other. We can do this, together.